Child sexual abuse Survivor story……..
The truth that I have been hiding nearly entire my life , hard to believe at some point . The truth I hate about myself , the truth that made me strong and wise . The truth I had been portraying in my mind like It doesn’t happened at all , which is already killing me inside.
Yeah ! I am talking about sexual abuse , especially child sexual abuse . Where I got victimized at age 3 n half years as far as I remember continued till 11 years . At the age of…
Winsomeness in being present
Have you been running in life just like me ? Which is leading to nothing , setting goals and making plans for the next five years , running for something that we don’t have now. we need to take a brake ,Even once we stop to look at ourselves where we are , what we are doing ,we still find everything clumsy .
We feel the outside world is a whirlwind , last week I read a book “ the things you can see only when you slowdown” by haemin sunim the apt book I was…
Is it really that important to make memories …?
Yes because our memories are , what we have travelled till now when it’s the time to sit and look back where we were .
Memories carry on culture , which creates oral history to pass them on .
Remembering every memories is hard , its depends on our mind how strong we are related to that memory .
Slowing down is the main area we should focus in life to makes unforgettable memories . …
WHAT WE START TO LOOK LIKE THEN….
We wake up get in front of mirror we claim ourselves oh my god! I look wonderful because we don’t compare to inhuman beauty standards and we get ready like however we want to dress up to do our daily work ,because we don’t give a damn about judgments. we go out run into others ,greet them ,smile at them reminding them how beautiful they are.
We focus on what makes us jovial , when every door to our destiny is closed we make our own path , because we are brave and…
What they do to us…!
It’s ok to feel bad, its okay to feel bad about someone’s success ,its very common too. we call them jealousy and envy. Seems to be same but these are different. Sometimes even animals also show some kind of jealous. Jealous devours lot of space in our minds. While envious will always include social comparison and competition. These are the emotions that enables survival and keep on showing up since the cave man age.
ENVY is wanting something you don’t have. Its an active expression.
JEALOUSY is about wanting to keep or make sure you…
We’ve all been there , spent sleepless nights ruining our present by holding on to our past. And it hurts. I get it, because I have been there too .
It is the grudge that everyone hold in their late 20’s or in early 30’s .
I’ve struggled with it.
I’ve struggled let go of my past, moving on from grief, guilt, shame, pain and forgiving myself. …